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The Story Of Evil by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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The Story Of Evil

The Story Of Evil Now once somewhere, far and long away, in a kingdom from another place There is a ruler who was just so malicious Her tyranny began this story and made the fate. Her name was Aurelia Laufeia, or as she was known as by the people, the princess of tyranny. Ruler to the kingdom of yellow, she was corrupted and cruel, and her kingdom suffered for her leisure and creature pleasures. The story probably began back when her and her twin Aureli Laufeia were first born, the children of a peasant. That year, the king sent out a servant to find a new born child, a daughter at t

Poems of a Dead Girl... 7... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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Poems of a Dead Girl... 7...

These scars on my body From ones who used to care I want to tear them away Burn them, rip them out What remains of those who once loved Or, not loved but said the did The pain is numb and my mind is weary I wont lie this time and say I'm okay, say Once again that I'm not okay to you So much remains on this skin of mine Remains a signature of one I still love What remains in brain and skin And words muttered echo within What I've done and things I said I almost… I nearly regret Three words I said, three words I meant Yet I feel a burning hate kindled within A hate and a love A pain and a mar Hey, does it matter anymore

Poems of a Dead Girl... 6... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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Poems of a Dead Girl... 6...

Now her perfect plan unfolds Time to spread her wings in the new earth she's created She's lied and betrayed yet doesn't feel shame Broken sanity in her own game Yet here she stands, victorious at last Ready to break another Lying and dying used to be her fate Yet somehow the stars but changed their course Destiny has but changed, created a new intricate design Of joy to replace the pain of yesterday's remain Joyous love and loving hate Spawn of what lies broken in remnants Of her misery in the shadows of days gone by A perfect plan, a perfect life A perfect lie taught by strife Black and blue and earnest heart

Poems of a Dead Girl... 5... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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Poems of a Dead Girl... 5...

The stands there, a pillar of strength She holds up her friends and pushes herself down Down into darkness she goes, Just to hold them up Just to keep them happy She pushes herself down, forgets her own needs She ignores the pain she feels and say's it's only a sting She say's she's fine though what she says is all lies Yet how can you still not perceive Pushing her down, making her hold The hopes and dreams of those dear to her Crying and lying, dreaming she's dying She remains a silent support for her friends

Poems of a Dead Girl... 4... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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Poems of a Dead Girl... 4...

I've always tried my best to smile and say I'm okay Yet somewhere in my heart I knew there was something I could not say My friends around me always were so happy and I pretended to be to fit in But sometimes I wonder late at night if it's really worth the lies My voice cracked and wavered as I said "don't worry about me, I'm okay" but I finally started to break And they finally see what's really wrong and start to shy away But still I hold a façade just to say that I'm okay But I lie awake at night and wonder why I still stay My friends they all started to realize that something wasn't quite right They started to leave one by

i've had it... i'm through. goodbye. by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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i've had it... i'm through. goodbye.

emo depressing warning~ Hearts burn, hearts sear hearts long for one to be near laughter rings out clear as night tears flow out of guilt and hurt and we remain alone please just... don't leave... if only for one night be mine... mine alone... my tears flow, as do hers and the childish one grasps for... one she can't have longing for love, forming hate look how one person has turned us against eachother fighting won't stop it never will please don't make me loose it we may be blood we may be bone yet I still love because of one you've left me all alone burning searing boiling hate why must you take everything I n

it's wrong... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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it's wrong...

It's wrong: if i etch the words "it's wrong" into my skin with a blade maybe someone will realize how wrong it is if i appologize for this sin to her maybe she'll accept my words? it's so wrong to feel this way so why cant you just see to me this feeling will never be okay? the words that come out of my mouth arent a lie yet we laugh them off like it was a joke the whole time i feel something stirr within i long to feel something... anything... i dont know how long before i give in to this demon inside that wants to eat me alive a page full of i'm sorry is what i can write at the moment but behind this door that has been shut

desperate love by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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desperate love

desperate love, a dead girls warning~ the love that i died for was the one i lied for the one i cared for the one i held dear the one i knew wouldnt care if i loved or not this love was suicidal, it would kill itself over time. this love was one that ate me from the inside out this killed me, tore me, ripped me, broke me inside out desperate love the longing for one but now that i'm dead... maybe you'll realize your the only one deasperate love i gave my life for one love desolate one, cant you see your the person i love? desperate love i was unsure of how to approach it right it chewed me up, spit me out, and left me to rot

fantasies...they never last... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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fantasies...they never last...

The words come out of his lips Words I can't stomach he doesn't know what the hitch is in the words he slips he's broken my world apart Tears pour silently from behind the screen he can't see me, i know he cant he doesn't know how much his words mean How much it hurts everything I've become They say it won't change anything Little does he know it's ruined everything Little words he's said change it all Words he says without knowledge of what they imply these tears i cry are thanks to his words these fresh cuts on my wrist, you can thank him he doesn't know how much what he says hurts they dont know how much they hurt me but he

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The Story Of Evil by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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The Story Of Evil

Poems of a Dead Girl... 7... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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Poems of a Dead Girl... 7...

Poems of a Dead Girl... 6... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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Poems of a Dead Girl... 6...

Poems of a Dead Girl... 5... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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Poems of a Dead Girl... 5...

Poems of a Dead Girl... 4... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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Poems of a Dead Girl... 4...

i've had it... i'm through. goodbye. by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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i've had it... i'm through. goodbye.

it's wrong... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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it's wrong...

desperate love by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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desperate love

fantasies...they never last... by fangirl-jackie-lyn, literature

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fantasies...they never last...

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Mar 3
United States
Deviant for 13 years
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So I haven't changed anything in a long time. so.
I'm Jackie Lynn Anastasia (Anya) Violet Rose Renee. Wait till you see my signature. My personality I will leave up to you to decipher.

Current Residence: O_O why do you want to know?
Favourite genre of music: alternative/J-pop/punk/punk-pop
Favourite style of art: anything bloody or gorey/anime/w.e. my friends draw
Operating System: no clue what that means... i think it has something to do with my laptop... stupid acer laptops.
MP3 player of choice: anything that isn't from apple.
Wallpaper of choice: (bloody)dead/(abnormal color) roses
Favourite cartoon character: L(lawlett),suzuka, momo
Personal Quote: your friends should always come before anyone else... but i guess that's not true for you is it

Favourite Movies

death note-the movie/taken/girl with dragon tattoo series

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

vocaloid *cough*lukamegurine*cough*

Other Interests

horseriding, anime&manga, swimming

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fangirl-jackie-lyn

Aug 18, 2012

Changing accounts?

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I've gotten sick of this name and, I havent uploaded anything in a long time, also my cosplays are being posted on another accound and I don't want my shitty art from here reflecting on me later.

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fangirl-jackie-lyn

Mar 4, 2012

6.92 solar sweeps and a derpy good day.

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So, i haven't updated since january 1st. wtf. SO i have become obsessed with Homestuck <3 and i have thrown kanaya cosplay together for my all time favorite convention, SPRINGFEST. i will be kanaya, so look for the kanaya who's all over eridan or gamzee. unless your... *coughcoughangelacoughcough* then stay away. cosplay plan's havent changed, except kanaya and gamzee have taken the #1&2 spots. so, today was my birthday. it actually wasn't that bad, i went out and got a pendulum for my "obscure pagan religion" as certain people call it. i also got some moonstone and a crystal. then went to mall after getting skirt for kanaya. relat

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fangirl-jackie-lyn

Jan 1, 2012

HAPPY NEW YEAAAAAAAAR MAY IT BE MY BEST ONE EVER.

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SO. HAPPY NEW YEAR, AND SO FAR I CAN TELL ITS GONNA BE A GOOD ONE. why, you might wonder, immaiginary people who i think are reading this because everyone else is busy, well, i'll just say that my plan is unfolding and you shall all see in good time. SO. i got a bass for christmas, and i now have ordered my cosplay. i ordered my Luka Megurine cosplay  and i already have the wig. i ordered my greece wig for the UN, and i need to hunt down the outfit. i already have enough cats. i ordered my cigarette lighter. and it. is. sexy. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY. DONT ASK WHY I'M HAPPY JUST ACCEPT IT. well, my newyears resolution -DONT FUC